Angels And Devils Play.

formspring.me

2011-08-05T21:26:00.001+12:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/yeanyiwoon

Shoot.

2011-05-15T22:10:00.019+12:00

Wassap guys!

Went for a shoot for SUNSILK's commercial as an extra. Great experience. Had a BLAST. Extended social circle and got PAID.

Being an extra may sound easy, but it requires a great deal of effort, time, patience and attitude. Imagine having to stay at the production house for 8 hours and doing the same thing over and over again because the main had to change her part over and over again due to the clients wants and you being an extra supporting her has got to do the same part over and over again ? For example,from a frustrated face to not so frustrated, to happy, to not so happy, to blank face, to adding a bag, then bag must pass higher to another person

Draining and a good patience tester no?

However, my new friends and I managed to last through the whole shoot with a positive attitude and satisfying experience. :) probably cause we're all nice people, thats why there wasn't any drama. *WINK WINK*

Anyway, didn't get many pictures as was busy on set. :) but below are a few pictures just for peeps. :)

The set being set up. The cameraman, the creative director all there to work it out.

Just a random clothes rack. There were a few more and poor I had to take up the role running around looking busy transferring clothes from rack to rack. Taxing it is. He was the most sweating and tired one among the lot of us.

The official set, or at least a small part of it. I was stationed at the dressing table at the farthest.. Pretty cool eh? (note to self: when many yellow lights are under you / shinning directly at you = super duper extremely horribly hot)

A close up on one of the dressing / make up tables.

J & I. :) Not very good lighting. WELL THATS THE WHOLE POINT. :P

AND.....

Who is this?

Ladies & gentlemen, I present to you,

Nazreen A. :)

The crew discussing outside. :)

Might not be very interesting, but hey, this is still an update.!

Thank you for 10 minutes of your time!!!!!

Feel free to leave a comment!

(oh if you want me for any talent jobs, contact me!!!! :D )

Cheers.

Powerful and Moving.

2011-05-15T21:34:00.003+12:00

HAI EVERYONE!

This is actually the second post as blogger deleted my latest post.

Sorry readers for the delay as blogger was down for a few days!

Reading this article has served my conscience good. Dear readers, no matter what religion you hold, i encourage you to read this, and read it with an open heart. at least treat it as an informative article.

To me, the effect was powerful and moving.

http://www.testimoniesofheavenandhell.com/2011/03/angelica-zambrano-was-shown-the-kingdoms-of-heaven-and-hell-and-the-return-of-christ/

happy reading.!!!

Enthusiasm is the Drive.

2011-05-12T04:14:00.004+12:00

Sometimes it's not about the things that happens to us in life, but it's how we deal with it. People should just stop complaining and just get the NIKE 'Just Do It' going. Life is a process. And it's the process that makes it worth it.

Enthusiasm is the DRIVE. Every time at the tip of the iceberg, just remember,

You can either fall and god know's what happens to you

OR,

Deal with it, and get back to safe and comfort.

I choose the latter, what about you?

ON A ANOTHER NOTE,

Facebook's been flooded with the bullying issue. My 2 cents, 2 weeks of 'gantung sekolah' doesn't serve as a punishment. Those girls needs to be reprimanded firmly or else they'll never learn. People don't change in a day. The authorities needs to issue a serious warning and punishment for those girls.

A public apology is merely enough to compensate the emotional and mental trauma for that poor girl who was bullied. Not to mention the physical abuse that she went through.

Come on. REALLY, is a public apology enough?

They need to be thoroughly reprimanded for the act of wrong doings. It should serve as a lesson and a warning, not only to those people involved, but to the others as well just to remind them that there are consequences for their acts.

To the girl who was bullied, don't give up, take it as a harsh lesson learnt and stand up for your rights and for what you believe in.

What's the real value of law and justice?

' What? You talking to me?'

Thank you!

Feel free to rate and leave a comment below!

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful Soul.

Rebecca Black is a disaster.

2011-05-10T16:59:00.005+12:00

Hello!

Having lunch with awesome people really has the power to liven your mood. :)

Behold. The two 'awesomes' that I spent my lunch time with....

Jason . P (so 'haolian') :P

and,

Morris M. (Duckie) :)

There you go!!! :D and, a bonus for reading this post, this video is for you guys! :D

Enjoy! (excuse the muffed sound cuz too much commotion in the place and turn on the speakers to hear it. :) I guarantee, it isnt all that bad. :)

And that's it peeps!!! :)

Feel free to leave a comment below!

FInding the way home.

2011-05-10T02:50:00.005+12:00

I have the mood for blogging, and I promise, its going to linger for quite sometime, as I dont know where this sudden charge of energy for the need to blog come from. Been on hiatus for a long time, and I AM BACK!!!

Oh hi. :D

What got me really thinking was,

Why do people lose themselves to insanity? How do they do it?

I cant imagine the feeling of being insane and lingering for a period of time. It's just scary and weird.

People go crazy and 'cuckoo'. Everytime I read or hear the news about people going insane it just makes me drift off to thoughts about insanity. Thought I often think about it, but i don't ever want to try being insane! Even if its just a minute. Everytime I think about insanity, how , why and what makes people insane, it makes me scared that such circumstances will lead me to that state.

Have you ever thought of going insane? Have you been CLOSE to insanity? Would you want to experience insanity?

Feel free to leave a comment below.

Guests.

2011-01-30T21:54:00.004+13:00

Hello all,

I am very pleased to announce that the owner of this dead blog is having fever, flu, bad throat and bad stomach.

What a superb way to get sick 4 days before Chinese New Year. (I hope the angpau's make up for it.)

So, wanna know whats my favourite movie of ALL TIMES? :D

3 IDIOTS.

It touched on all aspects of life, humanity, mentality, love, career, friendship, RAT RACE... and,

MORAL.

DEFINITELY my favorite movie of ALL TIME.

There you go peeps, for those of you who haven't watched this awesome movie, I strongly encourage you run out to the shop and buy a pirated one and watch. :) It'll make you cry like a baby and laugh like a madman.

More cries than laugh i think. :)

Toodles.

Mest Ondt

2011-01-10T06:35:00.003+13:00

College is starting soon, and its a new phase am entering, and I shall do my best to embrace it. A journey that I will embark on with courage, focus and diligence.

wish me luck.

TAYLORS,

Here I come.

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'Dracula' by Bram Stoker. Good book, do read. :)

Seraphim.

2011-01-07T06:30:00.004+13:00

Hello everyone!

I think I was unofficially on a blog hiatus, and since now, at 4am in the morning I make a random decision to update my, 'most-of-the-time-ignored-but-not-forgotten-blog',

it must mean I am totally, random.

Okay here goes.

Been listening to this piece lately and found it very addictive. :)

Risveglio di primavera - matteo negrin.

http://www.myspace.com/matteonegrin/music/songs/risveglio-di-primavera-33157420

Honestly, this piece, has the ability to turn my horrific mood into cotton candies in heaven feeling, and it becomes a super positive mood. :)

Give it a go for those of you whom are experiencing a bad day, like me, and for those of you who aren't experiencing a bad day, you guys should also listen to it and boost your mood even more positive. :)

DONT BE LAZY, JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK INTO A NEW WINDOW AND CLICK ON THE TITLE. :) Give it a go.

Next, I find this, nice, and beautiful.

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS PIECE.

The music piece, which is jazz, is also from matteo negrin ( I absolutely feel that he's a superbly good jazz composer) , and instead of buying the whole jazz sheet online,which i NEVER DO, I decided t'hand copy the music notes in the video only for the accordion and guitar, hopefully hearing it over thousand of times i'd be able to make out the notes for the piano-solo part. :) Wish me luck. :D

Any music / song recommendations? Would absolutely want them! Send me an email! ( ashley-pearls93@hotmail.com)

Oh well, college is starting in 3 days, and I am pretty much ready for it. :)

Until next time everyone.

Au revoir.

Paris,

that's where you are.

Right?

A new time, a new phase.

2011-01-01T05:16:00.000+13:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Taylor's University Lakeside Campus

2010-12-31T01:58:00.007+13:00

Is where am going to further my tertiary education at.

Yes, I have decided, after much comparison and weighing out ALL the pro's and con's between all the colleges.

TAYLOR'S overview.

Perfeit.

Taylors.

Nice lake.

you see 3 buildings, but there are 2 more. :)

Building A,B,C,D. directories,interesting concept.

Enrollment area.

Library

Lounge

Mac labs

Computer room

All pictures above taken from Taylor's website, and ms.Rei's blog.

I suppose I'd be looking forward to study here, and yes, like my cousin and friends whom are already or have studied there.,

I am a Taylorian. :D

I have decided my tertiary education spot, will being doing a business foundation and then move on to a dual degree in international business and marketing.

have you decided yours? :) A new year is about to start, better hurry! :D time is ticking

GOOD DAY PEOPLE!

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Kill Bill Baby.

2010-12-28T07:02:00.004+13:00

How's everyone doing? Ecstatic I suppose. :)

Christmas is NOT over, but boxing day is. However, I certainly wouldn't mind if more goodies come my way. :P

Kidding, am too old for goodies.

Which one, are you?

Vanity

Gluttony

Avarice

Sloth

Envy

Wrath

Lust

I personally feel and KNOW, affirmative really, that am this TWO,

Wrath

Sloth

Beautiful pictures no?

GOOD DAY EVERYONE!

Its the time of the year.

2010-12-24T22:46:00.002+13:00

It's Christmas Eve,

and here, sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I wish ALL OF YOU ,

A WONDERFUL,AND AWESOME CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Gee,only one sentence from daddy.

and i', forced to ask a question,

which i have no answer to,

to myself.

If you like it you should've put a ring on it.

2010-12-22T10:00:00.003+13:00

Woohoo audiences!!!

Its 5.01 am now and am still awake. How AMAZING IS THAT?!

CUZ WHY?!

I NAILED MY ECONOMICS PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i had a good time in prom of course. :P

Photos are uploaded in my fb, IF interested, THEN check it out. OTHER WISE,

like peter chao says,

'**** OFF MOTHA****ers!!!!'

The MAFIA Family

i hope you know.

1000 nights of thunder.

2010-12-19T23:05:00.002+13:00

THERE WE GO PEOPlE!!!!!!!

TOMORROW's the day! :D

Economics, IMMA NAIL YOU DOWN HARD !

There we go, nice song. :) Danish music. (Y)

Wish me luck peeps for econs. Imma need all that i can get to nail em down.

Firma sebagai pengeluar.

2010-12-19T08:31:00.003+13:00

Firma merupakan satu organisasi yang merancang bagaimana sumber-sumber ekonomi (input) yang terhad, dapat digunakan untuk mengeluarkan barang dan perkhidmatan(output).

Yes. Economics.

Yum.

Kenichi Matsuyama.

Of a post.

2010-12-18T04:50:00.003+13:00

Greetings!!!!!

How does eating 2 muffins, 4 buns, 1 bar of chocolate, 2 plates of mee, 4 spoons of ice cream, 2 cups of milo,1 big bowl of porridge and 1 bowl of claypot low shu fun,

MAKES YOU HUNGRY NOW?

I know, my stomach, has a life of its own. And yet, 45kg, I MAINTAIN.

By the way, did you know cellphones have bad radiation?

Mmmmmm...

Should I make tea and eat Mcvities???

I just want,

your concern.

Knowledge at psychedelic velocity.

2010-12-16T21:59:00.002+13:00

I just cant seem to comprehend why some humans speak without thinking!!!!!

I wondered,

'Where were you when God wanted t'give you brains?'

And then I realised,

'they were too busy helping GOD.'

good enough? well that, answers my Fs question.

mm, I. JUST. WANT. TO. RANT.

Word of advice, please please please, do consult your brain before using the mouth to splat out toxic and devious words that might change the world.

What's the point of trying to change the world,

when all you're changing,

is only their perception?

-Travis Schriner-

All I want for christmas.

2010-12-15T08:04:00.004+13:00

Mmmm... Its 3.04 am now, and here I am updating my nonchalant blog.

After finishing 2 chaps of economics today, which literally drained out all my brain juice, I am proud to announce that I only have 5 more chaps to go!!!!!!

20th is coming, excited and appalled really. Econs, is going to be horrible. If I dont mention to scrape and A, I might as well be dead. I screwed up English, writing about Roberto Cavalli and his clothes, which I highly question the knowledge my examiners possess about fashion.

okay fine.

I dont know much about fashion but I do hope they know what am talking about. Give me a damn A+ and I'll be on my way. Is it so hard? hmm....

I just want to complain.

On a lighter note, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How cool is that?

And do you know what I want most?

Isnt it just the cutest lil fella????

Its a sugar glider guys, a baby glider. So adorable.

Yes, its on my wishlist for Christmas.

You know, lil guy, I'd actually name you 'Christmas' if i get you for my christmas present. Or if not, and I get you NOT during christmas, I'd name you..............

'Friday'

Mmmm.. sounds good no? Friday, is the BEST day of the week. period.

Oh well, I guess back to the laws of demands and supply.

By the 20th, all these, will be worth it. Mark my words Mr. Economics, I will own you like how a momma disciplines her kids.

I need a sign.

ANY SIGN.

Infidelity,root of war.

2010-12-14T05:02:00.002+13:00

Okay, so an update BEFORE the prom post. :P okay fine, I WILL UPDATE FOR PROM, but in the mean time, let me have my moments of updating okay. :D

Interesting fact, exam, the LAST-EVER-HIGH-SCHOOL-EXAM,

ECONOMICS IN MALAY,

is in 6 days.

Yet I would take maximum satisfaction in carrying out activities, rather, doing anything BUT STUDYING FOR THAT PAPER.

No, its not cause I am too damn sure that am prepared for the paper, or rather econs is an easy theory subject, its just cause,

I FEEL AS IF SPM IS OVER.

Mmmhm, am so totally feeling Rasputin (the evil guy in 'Anastasia' the movie).

Oh well, out of 11 chaps, 5 chaps down, hence, 6 more to go. CAMON LADAY, you-can-do-it.

Right, Yean Yi?

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I vant ta vaaatch dizz zuuuu badlayh!!! T.T

Off to study. Perhaps, ice cream first. YUM.

at some point.

i wish you'd just,

do something.

ANYTHING.

Guilty, an excuse.

2010-12-13T18:54:00.002+13:00

Next update,

PROM.

till then, just for updating's sake,

I LIKE! :D

SMILE PEOPLE!

Good day.

deleted, and changed.

I know, am sorry.

Losing the will to try.

2010-12-11T18:37:00.006+13:00

Assalamualaikum people!!!! :D

No, really. Hello to my blog.

Dear blog, I wish to tell you, that I am here to update, hence the long post below. :P

Apparently I have 9 days to my last paper, Economics and am already feeling as if SPM is already done for good. I know, not a good thing at all. However, have no fear, dear blog, for I have scheduled my time properly. I suppose an A+ for econs is POSSIBLE. (Note the POSSIBLE)

Moving on.

PROM tickets are out~!! :D

Theme : Alice in Wonderland.

Yes, catchy. All my buddies are going to look good during prom and have a wonderful time. :D Eh guys, you know who you are, where is the after party again? I lost the info. :D

A little something to think about.

Would you ever embarass your other half in public? No matter boy or girl, WOULD YOU?

GIven a scenario.

Just today you were buying lunch for yourself and while waiting for your food a couple sat right next to your table. The girl was shouting to her boyfriend.When I mean shout.... I MEAN.. SHOUT.. Not to mention her innocent looking boyfriend totally lost his dignity real bad.You hear the girl say, or RATHER, SCREAM,

"You don't spend time with me anymore. Go home and play with your stupid game lah".

Hence banging the table, going frenzy screaming her head off infront of everyone even the lady boss who owns the place.

NOW. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE THE GUY, and WOULD YOU DO THAT IF YOU WERE THE GIRL?

(scenario above was extracted from someone's post)

Honest comments from the SOMEONE:

So I think and thought, maybe its because he would prefer to made out with his XBOX 360 and play HALO all night then going out spending time with his girlfriend. OR maybe his game is a much better "GIRLFRIEND" than his real life girlfriend now. Oooh and he maybe even play BLACK OPS!
What else? Fallout: New Vegas.

Red Dead Redemption.

Tron Evolution.

Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit.

Super Meat Power.

Damn I love all this games!! *Cough* anyway.. But why so angry for?
Well thats another thing in statement.
PLEASE LET YOUR BOYFRIEND SPEND TIME WITH THEIR GAMES.
To me, I think a GOOD girlfriend would just sit and watch her boyfriend play while she supports him to win the game. An IDEAL girlfriend would sit with him AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER WITH HIM or even BEAT him in some certain games. N your not only gonna be a super sweet girlfriend in the end, your gonna be super sweet AND A SUPER COOL girlfriend . N if you really wanna scold your boyfriend you should really do it at home.. Save the drama and save your face from embarrassment too OR if you don't bother about your dignity as a girl then go ahead and be a tigress in public. Theres even an advantage too if you wanna sound your boyfriend at home. If your so mad and your really out of control you can throw stuff at him and make his injury look like an accident.
Oh I'm joking. As for the boys, PLAN a schedule okay. Or if you really can't just improvise.
Teach your girlfriends your toys.. Cars, video games, whatever. :)
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Rather spectacular comment :D (right lady?) :D

How can someone argue in public and scream so loud like a crazy lady to her boyfriend? Poor guy.I taken by surprise the fact that shes not afraid to face public humiliation or humility at all.

A little bonus. :D I know its old, but its nice.

ALSO, to put a wee smile on faces,

www.lovegivesmehope.tumblr.com
www.kidsgivemehope.tumblr.com

GOOD DAY, blog.

Love,
BLOG OWNER.

I cant lie,

from you I cannot hide,

And am losing the will to try.

A new horizon, a new chapter.

2010-12-09T03:30:00.005+13:00

Spm hasn't ended, however being a whole class in unity together is not going to happen anymore.

All of us take different subjects and attend SPM on different days now.

BUT.

I will miss you 5 Nemesu. Everything we've been through, thick or thin, drama or fantasies, fun times and rough times,

WE'RE STILL 5 NEMESU.

What ever it is, 5 NEMESU 2010, will ALWAYS BE 5 NEMESU 2010. :)

All the best to all of you, and may all the best come to you.

Remember.

We are a classroom with
16 boys and 15 girls.

Makes 31 of us in a class called 5 NEMESU.

Our Motto = Ex3
Explore
Expand
Excel

My ladies of 5 Nemesu.

My boys.

Mischievious we may be,

but we have unity.

Notorious. :)

ABC CLAN <3

my boys. :)

The 3 of us.

The Assistant, The Head, The Police.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

5 NEMESU 2010.

This isnt the end.

It's the beginning of another new chapter.

are you one malaysia?? Would u date a non-chinese?? Malaysia boleh!

2010-12-06T05:02:00.001+13:00

yes, i would. :)

Ask me anything

Pillows are stuff. LOL. and yes, ALOT.

2010-12-06T03:33:00.001+13:00

:D plus, bed toys. :D

Ask me anything

FACE PALM TO YOU. That was me, Yi may.

2010-12-06T03:32:00.001+13:00

:P heh..... i knew it was you. :P u forgot to mention i play with ur stuff ALOT. :P

Ask me anything

SERIOUSLY YOU DONT KNOW WHOS ASKING? GUESSSSSSSSS

2010-12-06T03:29:00.001+13:00

aiyo...i dont mess with ur pillows. i dont mess with ANYONE's pillows. :D so...... NO IDEA.

Ask me anything

That was me. You like messing up my pillows.

2010-12-06T03:26:00.001+13:00

no pillows/ :D

Ask me anything

are u single or taken?? in the process of being taken??

2010-12-06T03:25:00.003+13:00

single. process? NO IDEA.

Ask me anything

Do you know who am I? I eat oreos.

2010-12-06T03:25:00.001+13:00

I LOVE OREOS. :D

Ask me anything

are u single or taken?? in the process of being taken??

2010-12-06T03:23:00.001+13:00

no idea =.=

Ask me anything

study for spm la :P

2010-12-06T02:40:00.001+13:00

yes sir.

Ask me anything

Heineken anything la. if he is like a jerk also (IF) then he better chow outside. Heineken dunno yet.. Ignore his looks. His personality has to be judge on court! (JUDGE STICK AND JELLY!!)

2010-12-06T02:06:00.003+13:00

hahahah,,, your court. ladies. :D <3

Ask me anything

ko ni kuat prasan la kan?

2010-12-06T02:06:00.001+13:00

pas tu? ko kesah?

Ask me anything

Of love.

2010-12-03T02:37:00.001+13:00

2 more to go.

Just 2 more.

I can do this....

I wish you'd be here.ONLY YOU.

Do we live to die, or die to live?

2010-11-18T16:00:00.003+13:00

I thought i was on a hiatus from blogging, apparently am not. :)

My important 'date' with the most ugly, impeccable, mean, life-sucking, horrible and most of all,

EVIL date will be here in 5 days.

You got that right.

DAYS.

This important 'date', with Mr.Absolute will last for 3 weeks.

3 whole YEARS will be crammed into 3 weeks.

Here comes the personal, 'brain to heart' Q and A session.

1. Am i ready? - NO

2. Have I studied? - Of course or i'll pee in my pants.

3. Studied enough? - NO.

4. How long have i studied? - 5 MONTHS

5. Covered everything? - Yes, though i dont know if 100% is in my brain

6. Revised everything once more? - Currently doing. 5 days man, 5 days.

7. Can I score? - I DONT KNOW.

8. How many A's will i get ? - ALL?

Yes, Yean Yi, good riddance.

Wish me luck to 'anyone' who is reading this. Please pray for this lil nuisance here to pull through the exam, its too early to die. TOO EARLY.

Gosh, I guess, off to maths world now, Mr.Numbers and I need a remake.

GET READY.

I wish it never happened.

2010-11-09T21:33:00.001+13:00

I wish it never happened.

The honour, is mine. :)

2010-11-03T03:05:00.002+13:00

Hello.

Spm is coming,blogging mojo ISN'T back, however,this blog is remembered once in a while, so here's a quick update. :)

Been busy nerding like a book worm for the past days and I am ashamed to say that i've been eating alot due to pressure. Funny thing is, my weight is stagnant, probably my brain took up all the 'stuff' to burn. Wish me luck guys, SPM is in 23 days, oh, the HORROR.

8 subjects.. How many a's can I get this time?

A bonus,

Pirates Of The Caribbean. ( Grand piano - yamaha)

SKILLED and STYLISH pianist. Nimble and STRONG fingers..It would take me a decade to get there. Kudos dude.

Enjoy.

Vague, but promising.

2010-10-16T19:40:00.003+13:00

You, make me smile.

The Name Of Life.

2010-09-06T16:46:00.002+12:00

Hello.

My blogging mojo is back, most of you may ask 'gosh, after 2 months your still clinging to this blog?.... give up-lah'

To be honest, am not clinging onto the blog, its just a 'space' that allows me to post what ever thoughts or opinions I have.

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A lil something for you, readers, to thinks about,

Reaching For The Invisible God, What Can We Expect To Find?

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up next, my elaboration on ;Reaching For The Invisible God, What Can We Expect To Find?;

till then, adios.

a facade of manipulation and drama.

2010-07-10T19:08:00.003+12:00

rant post ahead.

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How do we explain this?

Such is life?

Why do dramatic, insecure, non-sincere,mean,evil,psychotic,cunning and HEARTLESS people exist in this world?

Why do you love making other's lives difficult?

Do you find that 'satisfaction' when you see everyone miserable and troubles by the drama that you stirred up?

What have YOU got to prove?

Do you find it proud manipulating other's emotions and feelings?

Do you enjoy being so dishonest?

Do you think it is right to lie, cheat,insult, manipulate, and exploit other's from their dignity and confidence?

well.

I think, SELF INDULGENCE and EGO for sake's of your liking to torment others and cause friendships to end, relationships to hell makes you a PATHETIC LOSER.

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You want a 'trash-out-session'? So be it. prepare to runaway in your shaking boots.

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I used put up with all these nonsense,

No... I used to put up with YOU,was because of a good friend which i once SINCERELY appreciated.

Now, kudos to you, you made him and all his and my friends turn their backs on me, he sides you. Not to mention your excellent plan of manipulation and reversed psychology has brought the innocent to the drama.

Arent you proud? So proud because you made the innocent stand on your side of the fence and loath reality and truth?

Go ahead with your drama. I DONT CARE. J and I will stand our ground, even if your 'toys' or our 'once-used-to-be-good-sincere-loyal-friends' continue to be star struck with your facade of pretense and attention seek behavior.

As long as i've spoke the truth, believe in the truth, I am free from all lies and dramas. You can do nothing to hurt me.

I spoke the truth, and I will continue doing it.

Last night, you thought you made me lose my dignity and confidence.

Hell no, I'm going to show what I've got.

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To Johann,

What ever I did, was all out of sincerity, truth,understanding and, FOR YOUR SAKE. If YOU think that it's not what it is, and still believe that SHE is right and continue to feel sorry for HER,

THEN SHAME ON YOU.

I've put up with so much. Keeping quiet so many times, advising you whole heartedly, JUST FOR YOUR SAKE.

Now, what she and her 'doormats' did yesterday was unforgettable, and UNFORGIVABLE.

Enough is enough. You can continue to run away from the truth and continue to be star struck with that being, I dont care anymore.

You've broken J's heart, insulted my sincerity and honesty, and NOTHING that you do will ever mend this.

Until the day you've waken up from this, then i shall call you 'my friend'. Otherwise, dont bother.

I really thought the 'team' was a real, honest, understanding TEAM. I guess it was all for the sake of convenience and manipulation.

Sticks and stones may hurt me, but words do not. Especially those of YOU whom are involved.By all means, go ahead and do what you want.

However,I say this to you,

when you're facing the same problem, don't look for J or Me, you sort it out on your own with your 'brothers'. We will not be the one feeling miserable.

You will.

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I walk with the light, hence, I am protected by the light.

lights out guys!

I have....

2010-05-22T19:39:00.002+12:00

decided.......

to update! =D how great is that?! After a decade of being AWOL ( Away WithOut Leave) , I am back here again, mainly because I kinda feel guilty that I neglect my blog and i go blog hopping to read the blogs which are very very very much alive. :)

So, i shall update.

To, my fellow readers (do i even have readers?!)

Recently, I have been listening to a number of songs, and am quite tempted to try it out tooooo! :)

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XzdgjyLJ5CY

2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEJa_VgpIAc&feature=related

3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOQ84gN2ZP0&feature=related

( this is really really good by the way!)

so yes, please do do do do do do do check it out.

You know, i have been told many times, that whenever a song is stuck in your head, literally, it explains your current mood. I find it really true.

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On a lighter note, i am so so so so looking forward towards the June holidays where i get to 'pig-out'... gosh, time has been so so so fast and left me no space to stop and breathe!

Cut me some slack yo!

Things i WANT to do during the June hols:

1. Slack

2. Go for MCE (malaysian choir eistodfodd)

3. Shopping (for indian bangles... i have this 'thing' for indian bangles.. ah... MAD LOVE)

4. Sleep 24 hours.

5. Go on trips to play. (genting.. redang... highlands)

6. Attend baking classes

7. learn how to make lasagne, and tiramisu.

Things i DONT wanna do:

1. study

2. study

3.study

4. study

5. same as num 4.

oh yeeeeeeeea... Dont you all agree with me now? Its the holidays, cut Us, some slack, let us PLAY!!!

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Good bye world, till next time, which is, TOMORROW. :)

INJUSTICE.

2010-04-24T06:36:00.002+12:00

Read this from a friends blog. And I happen to know this girl by name. She was in my school. Such bad luck is upon her... This is all i can do to help.

PLEAS READ. and if you feel strong about it, PLEASE, repost this in your blog. Help her.

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the latest news is, as written by Star Online,

The 800gm of “powder” found at actor Khaeryll Benjamin Ibrahim’s condominium unit in Kepong is not cocaine, said the police.

“The 800gm of powder confiscated was not cocaine and we have requested the Chemistry Department to conduct tests again,”.

why the retest is necessary, i do not know. just like how they needed about 10 plain clothed cops to rearrest my brother after the bail was posted, i do not know. and as much as i try to comprehend, i can’t.

i’m just hoping that all of this end soon enough, before my mother breaks down – she has been very strong about this; before my father speaks up – we all know how quiet he usually is; before my sister loses her patience – God knows she already has very little of that; and before my 4-year-old nephew is old enough to realise what is going on, and have these bullshit questions running through his head the way they run through mine.

thank you very much to all of you out there who are supporting us, praying for us, or at the very least ask us how we are. it means a lot to us, trust me.

one favour i would like to ask from all of you, is to please read the note below, written by my sister Elza Irdalynna, and to perhaps re-post this, if you may. please, and thank you. God bless.

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On March 11th, he was arrested at his apartment’s parking lot in Segambut. Police brought him to an apartment he rented in Kepong, and after entering, claimed that in that residence, he possessed 800grams of cocaine, and 140grams of methamphetamine, and accused him of processing and trafficking, putting him under the risk of being charged under Section 39B, which carries the death penalty.

On March 12th he was remanded for 7 days. When my parents inquired if we can engage a lawyer, the Investigation Officer told us “No need”.

On March 17th, after our family waited more than an hour, we were allowed to see him for the very first time, under supervision.
Again my mother asked if we should get him a lawyer, again the I.O advised against it, claiming “Lawyer tak boleh buat apa-apa sekarang. Buang duit je. (Lawyer can’t do anything now. It’s simply a waste of money).”

On March 18th, his remand was extended another 7 days. The magistrate inquired why there was no lawyer present for him, and whether he was made aware he had the right to a counsel of his choice. He replied “No.” Therefore, he requested for one, and only nine hours later, did the I.O call to inform my mother, who promptly engaged Amer Hamzah Arshad.

But the very next day, the police used their Executive authority under Section 28A that vetoed his right to a counsel. All requests made by our lawyer to visit him was denied.

Only after we complained to SUHAKAM, did the police allow Amer to visit him.
On the last day of his remand.
After the investigations were concluded.
For only 15 minutes.

On March 25th, he was brought to court, and charged under Section 12(2) for possession of 0.24grams of metaphetamin in his Segambut residence. Nothing the police claimed they found in the Kepong residence, the cocaine and shabu that was “already packaged to be distributed” or the so called “cocaine processing mini-lab” was brought to court.

Because there WAS none.

He was released on bail. A trial date was set. He was so close to being free, and seeing his 4 year old son again.
But as he was signing the papers of his release, the Plainclothes were outside waiting.

Not two steps after he came out of the bail department, without any explanation, they re-arrested him. Amer was restrained from protecting him, and only after Amer repeatedly asked them to show their I.D, did they do so. Still, no explanation was given to the family. We were merely told to go to the Headquarters and speak to Inspector Kang. The same guy who claimed my brother possessed the cocaine they NEVER found.

He never saw us, he was “in a meeting.” He wasn’t too occupied to give the press a statement, but was unavailable to see us.
We were told by the new I.O for this case, and the DSP (the guy who signed the papers denying my brother the right to a counsel) that they are detaining him for 60 days under the Special Preventive Measures Act (LPK), after which, they could further detain him for 2 years if found guilty.

Guilty according to THEM. For under this act, it is a detention without trial, like the Internal Security Act. Any information gathered from “witnesses” and “investigations” will never be disclosed to him or his lawyer, or the court. He will also not be able to defend himself against any allegations. Under this act, he will never have his day in court.

On March 25th, my brother, Ben, was denied his Constitutional rights.

For 2 weeks, our family went through hell. Sleepless nights, press waiting outside our door, Ben had asthma attacks after the police delayed themselves in acquiring the requested medication for 3 days, Mama, who is a cancer patient herself, suffered chest pains and lost her voice.
We felt it was all worth it, for we would be able to have him back.

But now, a new nightmare has begun.
Whether or not Ben is guilty, should not be for the Police to decide. If they HAD the evidence to strengthen their warrant for re-arrest, why was it not brought to court? Why is Ben not given a chance to defend himself? How can we ever know the authenticity of these so called witnesses and their statements? If there were ANY to begin with?

Under this act, I could simply be caught for any crimes of drug offences the police accuse me of, because they can claim they have enough information (even if they have absolutely nothing) and detain me. For 60 days, for 2 years, and even EXTEND it after.

Acts like this and the ISA are licenses for ARBITRARY arrest and detention. Anytime. Anywhere. Anybody.

My family and Amer will not back down. We will fight for Ben’s right. We will speak up for all of those who were silenced before us, who will be silenced hereafter.

But we seek your help. In any way at all, help us fight this. Re-post this, write on your blogs, write to your local representative, to our newspapers, and together we shall use our voice, our art, our space, to stand up not just for Ben, but for all our rights.

Liberty is a Constitutional right. It’s time to get it back.

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I am extremely upset, and am currently not in a mood to comment, as least not without the use of strong language.

Reblog if you feel strongly about this. It’s the least we can do for her family and our country.

you know that you need it. so GO GET IT.

2010-03-25T23:16:00.004+13:00

I think i need to give this blog a proper update.

okay, just to re-affirm my statement.

YES, i need to post a proper post.

Dear blog / fellow readers, please excuse my absence from blogging as my life DOES NOT only revolve around a blog, but to other COMMITMENTS, blogging is a waste of time...?

blogging Is a waste of time, yet, what am i doing here?

precisely.

WASTING.... MY..... TIME.

however, since am already here, i may as well get on with it.

Did i tell you that i have readers from Sigapore, Siberia, Germany, Croatia, Brazil, Malaysia and FINLAND?!!!

I am proud of myself.

Anyway, reason why am updating my blog is because i have this some sort of 'guilt'... you know the type when you feel and your little brain goes 'ooh.. you know you have a blog.. why dont you do something about it.. it needs your attention man.. go to it go to it.. GO TO IT..'

gah.... that kind of thought, IS ANNOYING.

oh! i have just spent 5 minutes 'bla bla bla' - ed about this and that, and IF.

you have read up till here,

I thank you for your 5 minutes,

because you have wasted 5 minutes of your time,

to read this 5 minutes written post.

which is 5 minutes-ly pointless!!!!

HAH!! once again, i thank you for your 5 minutes and thirty seconds!!

bye.... *glides away*

Pancakes makes my day.

2010-03-24T19:21:00.000+13:00

I need a break. I need a BREAK!!!!

alamak.

Lord help me.

rub idiii dub.

2010-03-08T22:39:00.002+13:00

Do not simply make statements as there are always 2 sides to consider.

The positive,

and

the negative.

I have learned to be reserved and discreet.

Have you?

Get the crap out of you.

Start thinking!

Self discipline defines maturity

2010-02-26T20:22:00.005+13:00

It does not matter if you are alone, doing your own things.

It does not matter if you do not speak.

It does not matter if you do not care about other people.

It does not matter if you do not behave childishly.

It does not matter if you do not argue.

It does not matter if you do not create attention.

It does not matter if you keep the subjects to yourself.

Because, this defines self discipline and self focus, and you are on your way to success.

When you tell yourself to reconsolidate your thoughts, and to really THINK of what you want and HOW are you going to achieve the goal, it proves that you are able to think about what your priorities are.

When you have planned and KNOW what you want, naturally you will behave accordingly to achieve your goal, IN THE RIGHT WAY.

From personal experience, I have concluded that whenever in a large group/organization / ' persatuan' , DEVIATION happens. It only takes one, to bring the whole clan down. In choir for example, choir is a large group, many members, lots of commitments to commit, naturally, it needs self discipline and focus.

However, there are people who do not possess that sort of attitude and enthusiasm. Whenever someone tries to give important information to that somebody, naturally, with that attitude that someone posses, it blocks away the information that the person is trying to give. Simply because they choose to deviate by speaking unnecessarily, hence not giving full attention to what is important.

Another point that allows a person to bring the whole group into fury would be self insecurity. I do admit, having friends and being with them in the choir is a fun and joyful thing, however, are we able to differentiate our priorities and non-priorities? Unfortunately, the specific people that i am referring to, are not able to differentiate and gets carried away. When it comes to priorities, you should abandon EVERYTHING. Friends, relationships, gossip, fun times, party,

FORGET ABOUT IT.

Focus on the priority, achieve the goal. That is all that matters. At times, it is absolutely frustrating and annoying when a group of people can not focus and worse, projecting unwanted polutions by talking laughing, DEVIATING and being ignorant.

Is it necessary to be talking all the time? Is it necessary to be involved in every topic?Is it necessary to prove your existance? Is it necessary to project that you are a very very knowledgeable/talented person? Is it necessary to have fun ALL THE TIME? It is necessary to be with your friends and never alone?

Always talking and NOT listening does not show that you are a knowledgeable person. Though you might think it is, however, I beg to differ, it does not. Not one bit. In fact, it projects that you are shallow and you are not able to process information into your brain and only capable of 'blabbing' what YOU think is right and what YOU think should be said.

It always starts with listening. Only by listening you know what you are supposed to do, what you need to do, what you should be doing and what's happening around you. Talking, sometimes, is merely a waste of time, and wasted effort, for no one is going to take your words into consideration, but discrimination. By means that you are uneducated, and no self refinement.

Do what you have to do, throw away all rubbish that's in your head. Focus on the priorities that you SHOULD be after. Achieve your goals, do not behave childishly. Act rational, not rashly. Do not speak or utter unnecessary information. There is no need for attention when it comes to yourself. Once you have achieved your priorities and goals, naturally, you have proven to the world that you are capable.

FOR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAT WORDS.

If only everyone could practice discretion, self determination, self discipline and self focus-ness, AS A GROUP, then higher goals can be achieved and squabbling and group politics will cease to exist.

Self discipline defines maturity. it is only when we are able to focus on important things and behave rationally that proves us being matured, being able to think rationally with proper reasoning , being able to make rational decisions and conduct proper speeches, defines maturity.

Of course, it is easier said that done, however, shouldn't we all TRY to achieve that sort of attitude? It is a tough road, however,

The going gets tough, and the tough gets going.

so are you tough? are you able to proceed?

Start now, and you will find out the answer soon enough. For success can be shared with no one, but only yourself.

Glider, RASCAL is your name.

2010-02-24T23:53:00.004+13:00

I have abandoned my blog for more than a decade, and I feel truly awful about it. Forgive me earth, for I have sinned towards my loyal and ever devoted readers.

AH..

BULLCRAP.

In fact, to be honest, I dont really care, because you see, I dont have the mood to blog or rather, ANY IDEAS to blog about ANYTHING.. Though at times I might have an ant bit of idea, it gets dampened when I hear ' you should be burrying your head into your books' and 'your first term exam is round the corner, how can you be so slackish?!' and ' form 5 this year, SPM, dont you know what that means?' AND ' you better pull up your socks and dont behave as if you are married to the MAC and only to the devoted MAC, instead it should be your EVER LONELY BOOKS'

sigh.

Now you know why. However, this post here today is not because I 'felt' like blogging or updating or for what so ever invalid reason. Instead, I was being bugged by a certain somebody to update my blog.

'BMW founder that only wants MAGICIAN'

get the hint.

no?

You..... ARE.... DUMB.

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Back to my post, since I am already updating, may as well I tell you about my latest fetish and addiction and craving and MOST WANTED POSESSION.

Mind you, for those of you who know me well, you'd probably think that this 'fetish/craving/addiction/most wanted posession attitude' only lasts for less than two weeks or so.

I beg to differ. I have been considering this 'thing' for weeks. And blimey!

I HAVE DONE MY RESEARCH.

okay, you might want to know what this 'creature' is.. ooops.. i gave you a hint..

scroll down.......

be patient.....

you are almost there....

a wee bit more!!!

an inch more...

and....

*drum rolls*

TADA!!!

This is a Sugar Glider. Baby sugar glider have not fully grown.

Now, this is my most wanted possesion. :)

To those of you who think that this lil marsupial here is weird and freaky, I BEG TO DIFFER, it is the most innocent and sweet looking creature i've seen so far. Look at the eyes and the posture of the glider, it projects such a natural AND innocent feeling and image. If you dont agree with me, then heck, I dont think you should rare pets in the future.

Wonder what is a sugar glider?

Sugar gliders live about 10-15 years in captivity.

Size:

The sugar glider'd body is about 5-6 inches long, and the tail adds another 6 inches. They weigh only 4-5.5 oz (100-160 grams).

Natural Distribution:

Sugar gliders are native to Australia (Eastern part), Papua New Guinea and parts of Indonesia.

Description:

Sugar gliders are marsupials; the young are born very immature and grow in a pouch on the mother's abdomen. Sugar gliders have furry membranes that extend from their wrists to their ankles (the membrane is called a patagium) that allows them to glide through the air. In the wild they move from tree to tree by gliding. Their hind feet have a large, opposable big toe that helps them grip branches, and the second and third toe forms a grooming comb.

Temperament:

Sugar gliders are very social and need and crave lots of companionship. This makes them bond well to their owners, and if you can provide a lot of attention and spend the necessary time with your glider, keeping a single glider can work. Otherwise, consider keeping more than one glider, ideally a same sex pair (or a female and neutered male) to prevent repeated breeding. Introducing adults is difficult though so it is best to raise them together from a young age.

Habits:

Sugar gliders are nocturnal so they will be most active during the night. They will usually be happy to spend time with their owners during the day though - sleeping in a pocket or bonding pouch.

Sugar gliders have become a popular exotic pet. They are small and relatively easy to care for, and have a cute if not unusual appearance. As with any other exotic pet, a potential owner should be aware of their care requirements and personality before acquiring a sugar glider. Sugar gliders are illegal in some places so you will need to check the laws where your live (see "How to Find Out if a Pet is Legal Where You Live").

Natural History
Sugar Gliders are marsupials; that is their young start life off in a pouch (like a kangaroo). They originally hail from Australia, Indonesia and New Guinea, and live in forests. Their name is derived from their diet (in part they feed on nectar and the sap of eucalyptus), and from the flap of skin they have between their wrists and ankles that allows them to glide between trees. They are omnivorous, meaning they will eat plant material and meat - food in the wild include nectar, fruit, insects and even small birds or rodents. They live in social family units in the wild, a trait which makes them inclined to bond well with their human family. However, if they are deprived of social interaction they will not thrive (in fact they can become depressed to the point where they may die).

Characteristics
Sugar gliders make endearing, playful, and entertaining pets. As mentioned above they are very social, and ideally they should be kept in pairs or groups, and in any case they should have a good deal of social interaction with their owners. They are fairly clean and do not have complex housing requirements. In addition, they tend to be fairly healthy (although it may be difficult to find an experienced vet to treat them) and can live to be 12-14 years in captivity. They do need a good amount of interaction (even if it is just riding around in a pocket all day), and aren't great housetraining candidates. Their nails are sharp and will scratch if they need to dig in while climbing or landing on you (keep them well trimmed). They also have sharp teeth and though not aggressive, will bite if they feel threatened or frightened. If not acquired tame and used to being handled, it may take a great deal of time and patience to get them to the point where they are cuddly.

Diet
Sugar Gliders do have fairly strict dietary requirements. The ideal diet for sugar glider is still a widely debated topic among keepers For some recommended diets. A potential problem in sugar gliders is paralysis stemming from an imbalance of calcium to phosphorus in the diet (i.e. too low in calcium and/or high in phosphorus). This diesease (called nutritional osteodystrophy) can be prevented by proper diet and vitamin/mineral supplements.

Housing
As for housing, a cage of 24 by 24 inches, by 36 inches high is a good minimum size for a pair. This is a minimum, though - bigger is better and for sugar gliders the height is more valuable than floor space. The cage wire should be no more than 1/2 inch wide, and horizontal cage bars allow climbing. The interior of the cage should provide lots of interest with toys, and exercise wheel, nest box and/or glider pouch. Branches, ropes and ladders provide lots of opportunity for climbing and exercise.

Bonding
If a sugar glider is not tame when acquired, time, patience, and gentle frequent training sessionswill eventually allow bonding of the glider to its owner. Gliders adore being near their owners, inside a shirt (hint wear two shirts and let the glider hang out between them, or else their claws will tickle or scratch!) or in a pocket. They will be lovely companions, who view you as an equal. Sugar gliders do not respond at all to punishment or domination, so treat them with respect, gentleness and understanding, and you will be rewarded with a devoted companion!

For more information, please kindly google. As you can see from the information above, it gives ME, all the reasons to own one. Especially when the sister and I are so lonely without pets and only each other to pick a fight with. Not to mention, I someone to accompany myself towards and in the wee hours in the morning,I need someone who could listen to my rants about anything in the world. Someone to make me look forward coming home after a whole day in hell. Someone that acknowledges my existence and marks me as equal in their world, rather than someone younger or older that needs to treat anyone with RESPECT. Someone to climb on my shoulder to sleep when's tired. Someone to binch on its meals while am doing my homework.

A GOOD COMPANION. to cut short.

And the lil sugar glider, is the perfect match for a pet widow like me. :)

not to mention, lil creature is very very portable, it can snuggle in your pocket or jacket when its time for bonding session and while you are at anyplace.

oh.. it makes an excellent deviator towards anyone who is trying to be focused. :)

DAD. MUM. dont hesitate... aid this pet widower. you know what to do. :)

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sigh.. am too lazy to write. ta ta!

shall i compare thee to a summer day?

2010-01-19T03:01:00.002+13:00

I am back. however, the blogging mojo is not.

The father asks when am i going to update my this dead blog of mine. Me no answer. Ironic huh?

the answer would most probably be :

1. I am too lazy

2. I just not bothered

3. Or maybe both.

Those of you that know me well, well, you know the answer. :)

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On a lighter note.

School, is, back. how nice. Actually, no, NOT NICE AT ALL. See, though i like my new class, and everything is fine with my class and studies now, I feel lazy. Not to mention i walk B ALMOST everyday... (dad you should be proud!) since i do not exercise often.

Or rather to say, i have not been exercising for the last 3 years! now, that i have been attending choir, as per usual for the past 4 years,with intensive exercises, and joining taekwondo again, AGAIN, intensive exercise, not to mention to ace the exams well this year so that i can go on to black, and walking the dog.

I am proud to announce,

I AM LOSING WEIGHT.

Losing more than i expected. Which is good, so i dont have to be a bloody pot when CNY comes. rather, trying really hard to be ideal.

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About the trip to china. uncle S has YET to send me the remaining photo's. SO waddya think?

WAIT LA. =)

bye bye.

Of China.

2009-12-30T17:01:00.003+13:00

hello world!

Yes, i am back from china.

I have so so so many pictures to upload and tag, that i'll do it on facebook, and only choose a handfull to post on the blog.

So, stay tuned for the pictures to come. Everything is unpacked and put back to their respective places, except for my lil souvenirs that I bought, that's still in my back pack, now, its sprawled in my room.

sigh.

I am just so lazy.

School will start in less than a week.

1 more outing,

5 more days to relax,

and hell's back.

help...

The year 2009 is coming to an end, and a new year is beginning. At this point, planning new year's revolution is one thing, but the most important is to know what's important before you plan new year's revolution.

Hence, I already know what's important. So there's no need to plan.

Its SPM next year, and it's about time that I pull up my socks and start giving my best.For the past years I have not really put in that much effort. Next year, I pray hard that I stay on track.

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off to make toast. while waiting for someone to be back from the meeting.

Massive Headache.

2009-12-22T21:36:00.002+13:00

My daddy reads my blog. :)

And i tell you, if you are a fan of my blog, you would know that i have this urge of having a Siberian Husky pup.

Obviously, I had a good 20 minute DEBATE with the daddy, and I ranted on my blog. And you know, being the daddy he is, he decided to 'zha' me, by commenting on the post, unfortunately, it was the wrong post.

If you want to read how he 'zha's me, read the comment on the post title,' Bobo cha cha'.

you'd get it. The comment was supposed to be posted on the post on top of it,but you know, 'bur blur' daddy. :)

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TUAN TUAN dan PUAN PUAN,

I have lots of pictures in my pendrive about my recent activities, I shall take my time to upload WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT.

that was an announcement.

so, readers, wait-lah. You'll get it soon. :) and a long wordy post comes with the pictures. :)

In a few hours, will be flying off to China, and i have not pack. hurray me. :)

Went to sunway pyramid this afteroon, while i was there, i saw something soo obscene.

A couple was PDA-ing (Public Display of Affection), the guy was squishing the lady's arse,and the lady made a sound, proceeded to grab his arse too.

they both enjoyed it.

And mind you, its Malaysia, TAK HALAL.

Pasangan itu, beragama ISLAM. :)

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oh dear, the mother's music is beginning, GOT TO GO PACK. :)

Mojo the average joe.

2009-12-15T05:04:00.002+13:00

ah, it feels so good to come out from a shower.

I really really do want a siberian husky you know, why wont anyone believe me??? i am extremely devastated. Specially when I had the 20 minute debate with the father, and gosh, was it DUMB. =.= fine, I'll get some one else to buy it FOR me, and keep it in their house and care for it.

However, IT IS,

MY DOG.

Okay, when the dad reads this he is going to think that I had alot of beers to drink. Nah! just kidding, I WANT A BLOODY FREAKING CUTE ADORABLE SIBERIAN HUSKY!

!@#$%^&*()(*&^%^$#@!0(

How hard is that? It was super 'ze easy!

On a lighter note,

Hello world. =)

I am very disappointed about the time management that I have. See uncle R, is going to cook us a treaty meal in GRAND aunt I's house, that would be some 'chop' and 'pasta' no steak, that's cause he is expecting about 20 people or more, and if, they have steak on the menu, he would have to cook 20 times for 20 people, NOT all in a go. Reason being cause different people want different level on steak being cooked.

rare,

medium rare,

medium,

medium well,

COOK.

So yes, need not me be a granny and tell you the obvious, you think by yourself why. =)

HOWEVER,

I have a small problem. (oh gosh, dont I always do?! It's ME I am talking about here. oh... just shut up and write! )

See, before this 'feisty meal' thing-y was planned, I had plans. Which was to go out with the sister to go and watch 'Storm Riders' and 'Ninja Assasin' with B.

On THE SAME DAY, at, THE SAME TIME.

So you know how THAT works. I really really want to watch both the shows,not that the show will run away or something, but its just 'syok' that I watch it in the cinema, and why Tuesday? That's cause it's the only day in this week that I am free.!

Sigh, after so much consideration and debating from the 'left' and 'right' brain of MINE, also, not to exclude the persuasion of sleeky TY, I finally, heavy heartedly , managed to tell B to cancel the plan and go for the 'feisty meal'.

Trust me, I really wanted to go to the cinema and watch those 2 shows. Oh well, since the 'big' and 'small' cousin said that they too, wanted to watch 'Avatar' we shall go to the cinema on THURSDAY!!

hoho, The sister and I will be the envy of all the girls in the mall, because we would be walking alongside with a hunky badass ab guy and a sleek cheeky hot guy.

Imagine that! Their from UK by the way. =)

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On a heavier note, I dont know which dress to wear for the wedding.

Can you help me choose??

dang, i dont have the pictures of both the dresses with me,

but have no fear!!!

FOR CAMERA,

IS HERE!

will kindly take the pictures now, and upload tomorrow and post, so you guys can tell me which to choose!!!!

ahh dang, the mother's music is playing again, time to put ear muffs, AND TO SHUT OFF THE DAMN MAC!!

bye honeys!!

now That's the way the cookie rumbles!

bobo cha cha

2009-12-10T20:51:00.001+13:00

sigh. I am so lazy. i know.

i am so lazy to post up the extra pictures from hatyai.

on a lighter note, i am having cleaners in the house now.

AND MUM IS NOT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

which means, she left the sister and i to watch the cleaners. and if you are a consistent follower of my blog, you would know that every thursday is hell day because of cleaners.

it drives up the wall that the house is already a fiasco thanks yo your truly and the sister, the cleaners are helping us make it worse, by,

NOT cleaning properly.

no matter how big a fiasco our house is, they could still do their job, lift it up, wipe, drop it down la.

so easy. it would STILL be a fiasco, BUT AT LEAST,

a CLEAN FIASCO.

sigh.... T.G.I.F... because i going to T.G.I.F with the aunty for T.G.I.F. dinner. :)

bonus.

2009-12-09T05:47:00.001+13:00

also, bought this bag for 130 baht.

I LIKE IT.

Hatyai Trip

2009-12-08T22:13:00.006+13:00

Hello people.

So, based on the post titled above, I will be posting about my trip to Hatyai, Thaliand. But first, before we went to Thailand, we went to 'Kayu' to have roti tissue with the family.

see that, its the longest roti tissue i've seen so far, i asked the man if i could take the picture of the roti, but he demanded his face to be in the picture!!! aiih.. so there he go. :)

interesting right?? nyumm nyumm!!

excuse the uncle's hand, he was talking to the mirror. ==

Moving on, trip to Hatyai. One word,

FIASCO.

yeahp, that's all am gonna say about my trip to hatyai.

Nah,am just kidding, somehow, not that am not grateful to aunty I, without her there were many things we couldn't do because she knew the place well.However, Hatyai is not a place to live in the long run.

The environment is already bad, the food makes it worse. The food there is either extremely spicy or not to average human's stomach capacity. Rice, is half a mini bowl, fish, is nearly meatless, meat, AS GOOD AS BONE! I thought 'kampung' chicken already has very little meat already, but the chicken in hatyai is worse than the 'kampung' chicken here.

Imagine that. and i am not exaggerating, according to mother, hatyai has changed alot since 20 years ago. Last time mother went, streets were full of delicious food to eat, now, paying 250 baht for skinny chicken.

Also, they too sell roti canai's and roti tissue's there, but different way, not bad, but still can't beat the local roti's.

SO, sum it up, when you are here, Mc D and KFC and A&W would be your last solution when there is a food crisis, but when your in HATYAI, those, are your FIRST PRIORITY!

Still the best. The streets are full with dusts!! Not to mention that the wires on the streets are being hung so FREAKING LOW! I thought the wires in petaling street was a disgrace, but when i went to hatyai, i couldnt stop pondering why there are no busses on the streets!

I also noticed that the 'tut tut' is extremely small, passengers who sit inside the 'tut tut' will have to stoop their heads low to avoid hitting the 'roof'. A day after, i noticed that there were busses and vans, just that they were WAITING AT THE ED OF THE ROAD.

why?

Because if they come to the street, the wires on top. will tumble.

That's how low the wires are. If you are on the street, looking forward, you would feel as if hatyai is meant for short people. (no offence) because everything seems to be so short and low and small and crowded.

However, there is a plus point for patriotism.

I noticed, that in every stall, SHOP, retaurant, HOTEL, toilet, room, corners or centers of the streets, random spots, there will be a picture of,

The King Of Thailand.

Whether he is in his Robe, or his sports attire, police attire, ANY attire, there is Bound to be a minimum of 2 pictures. Unlike Malaysia, we dont oftenly see our YG-MAHA agung's picture every where.

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shopping. NOT that much to shop, the things there weren't really a blast. But there were a few that caught me eyes. :)

*pictures in no order.*

bought this at some shop, for 200 baht. original price 4oo baht.

While i was in hatyai, mother told both the sister and i that we were entitled to buy a minimum of 2 bags. In the end, the sister and mother didnt buy any, but i did, and it took me 3 days to look for this one!

original price 500baht.... lots of persuading, 200 baht.

bought this in the 'Odean Mall' for 150 baht. mind you, things in the malls in hatyal aren't exactly the cheapest round...sometimes, it might be much much more expansive than the ones we get here.

me,may,celery

bought this in the flee market. found it very very cute, and i knew just who to give it to. :) lucky peeps you 2!

this blue dress, is my sister's. Bought this for C's wedding. will show you a pic of him later! guess how much this dressed costs???

600 baht??

no..

900 baht??

1,000 baht??

no...

2,400 baht!

YES!. my god. it was sooo over priced, obviously mother and i were bargaining our arses off!!! and got it for,

750 baht. :)

this is my dress. same price, discounted till 750 baht too. :) bought mine first, then took sister to see the blue dress and got it after. didnt really bother to adjust the dress properly that's why the dress looks a lil average.

this dress is designe to show figure. :)

Tiger beer commercial

2009-12-01T01:17:00.002+13:00

Dad, i think this is good.

Nice. :)

Now i know why they use ladies for beer advertising.. :)

when you believe,i look to you

2009-11-28T22:12:00.002+13:00

Hello, blogsters!

Now if you noticed when you visit my page, a new song has played, that's my current addicted song, and i presume that its going to take a while before i get unhooked.. :)

Although its not the original singer, but i still think its a good version, unable to find the hebrew version, or else i would have put it on the blog, i cant possibly put a youtube song here right??

Anyway, went for a temple dinner yesterday, and oh gosh, my ears died there.

The speaker was already very near our tables, and a few others, the spokesman and singers had to made it worse by raising their voice soooo loud, until my ears popped.

Not to mention the ' atmosphere-of-fund-raising-for-a-stupid-pig-statue' contributed to the fiasco noise pollution. The fella on the stage already knew that he has a mic and loud speakers to support his 'already-loud-voice', he still had no common sense, and went and blast his voice into the mic, and i mean really blast.

sigh. sometimes i wonder, if their ears were just simply given just for the use of decoration.

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on a happy note, TY is coming back in a few hours time!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chocolate!!! presents!! fun.!!

okay. not being kiddy.

going off to play 'La pattisiere' now.

P.S, there is going to be more pictures of 'nui nui' in the next post, cause i got them off facebook from an account.. :) dont know who's 'nui nui'?? look at the posts below..

toodles.

goodie goodie.

2009-11-26T13:41:00.001+13:00

I want to watch new moon!!!

But i cant reserve tickets!!!!!! thats why we are going to TC so early.. =.=

Let's just hope we can get tickets.

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On a lighter note, tomorrow, TY will be back!!!

yay.. just one more day.. one more day.

ring a ling.

2009-11-26T05:16:00.000+13:00

Dang, why is everyone flooding the GSC website??

Even 4 am in the morning also still traffic jam in the website.. all so eagered to watch new moon ah???

swing swing swing!!!!!!!

2009-11-26T02:57:00.003+13:00

No no.

nah uh..

sigh. i want the husky so badly..

my violin exam was, okay.

just okay.

why?? because i did screw up a few things.. :)

1. my last scale, G# harmonic minor... (my g string went out of tune while playing the last bit) i guess the examiner DEFINITELY heard.. so yeah, marks deducted.. stupid room so cold.

2. answering soft as MP, its supposed to be PP. contradiction man.

3. while i was playing my pieces, i could not hear my violin at all, but only the piano accompaniment, so yeah, my violin must have sounded like fart, not to mention slips.. i think i have.

well, thats the way the cookie crumbles. :)

so, no more cookie, i become a rookie. *i like that*

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on a happier note, TY is coming back!!!!!!!!! yippeee!

One of us.

2009-11-24T23:28:00.002+13:00

Been on youtube listening to The Lion King's 'One Of Us' , and found many versions.

Danish

Polish

hungarian

Hebrew

Norwegian

And among all the versions, my favourite would be the Hebrew version, though the choir part isn't strong enough, but the solo parts were delivered well, somehow i like the overall.

If you are looking for the version that has stronger choir part, Hungarian version would be the best.

ENJOY. Please do listen. :)

Racism in an elevator

2009-11-24T21:42:00.000+13:00

So true. :)

watch and enjoy.

Syberian husky

2009-11-24T21:38:00.003+13:00

pure breed siberian husky!!!

so beautiful. so garang

even better .... blur eyes... sometimes green eyes...

P.S DADDY!!! i want oneeeeeee!!! but mother says :' your not old enough yet!' show her what you got... buy one siberian husky puppy for me and bring back home.. hohoho

shoshos.

2009-11-24T04:12:00.006+13:00

okay, earthlings, my blog title for this post is just random.

anyway, went to the grandad's house, saw cousin's puppy, a genuine LABRADOR.

'nui nui' as in girl girl. at least that's what i call her, the cousin calls her BRANDY... however, she responds to me.. :)

when you tell her, 'nui nui, SIT.'

instantly, she would stop what she's doing, and get into her sit position, as how the first picture shows.

*bubbly eyes*

playful 'nui nui'

I still think, siberian husky, is still my favourite type of dog. Still the best looking dog.

Choir camp

2009-11-23T04:39:00.002+13:00

Hello blogkins.

Now, ever since the holidays have started, if there is one activity that is worth looking forward to, would be the choir camp.

Choir camp, in YCA *young choral academy*, taman tun, hosted by, Ms. T, has always been a blast. However, this year, it will be fantastic. That's cause more guys have now joined the choir *woosh* , enough to get the girls all swooned over them, but we will see how strong their commitments are, joining choir, is not easy, thats cause choir is a very taxing AND demanding activity.

Parents whose kids join the choir for a long time should know how much commitment and effort are put into this activity, so i suppose new members' parents should learn to get used to it.

Anyway...

EXCITED EXCITED!!!

ciao!!

Let Thy Hand Be Strengthen

2009-11-17T20:58:00.002+13:00

Currently listening to Handel's coronation piece.

It certainly brings back memories from the Malaysian Choral Eistoddfodd.

I love it.

gah.. had a convo with the mum during the afternoon.

mum me

mum, you know wc said that they have maintainence!

ohh..very very important la?? crap.. my pot chicken.

chew...

wei.. hang your blog and your mac la.. not going to kill you la.

aiyooo.... siao siao.

s'kew me?!

heh..i say i siao.

see la....baik hati nak beritahu dia ada notice, balas dendam kat saya pulak!!!! cis. Not to mention now the monsoon is here, which is the best time of the year for me, because i LOVE RAIN.

AND I SERIOUSLY LOVE rain.

the mum thinks am being stupid. =.=

what's not to like about rain??

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sorry. truly sorry. i disappointed you . only time will allow me to make up to you. i promise i will do better.

dingodang.

2009-11-16T05:18:00.004+13:00

sigh.

daddy says i am only growing side ways, not upwards.

what am i going to so???

exercise la!!!! but lazy .

someone, make me go exercise please.

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on a lighter note, went to the cafe today, saw a couple, smoking, and lovey dovey..

eyesore.

with smoke.. banyak romantis!!!

busuk busuk.

yippeee huuray

2009-11-15T03:05:00.002+13:00

Okay. Holidays have started.

At least i think so.

So, it wasnt thaaaat bad. I think it should wear off..

gahh... i needa exercise.. i am growing fat fat fat fat fat!!! man, before the cousins wedding, i MUST LOOSE WEIGHT, to fit my stunnig dress perfectly.

wait.

dont people say, you fit the dress not the dress fit you?? well, i think its quite true. altering your clothes is a self consolation to you that you are not fat, but the clothes are shrinking.

not logical. :D

yipeee!!! SHANGHAI HERE I COME!!!!?

YOU want pressie?? :P

Michael Passfield

2009-11-01T21:34:00.002+13:00

yes.

hello.

NO, i have not finished my exams, i still have 2 more days to go, and yet i am behaving as if i have passed my final term exam, which is the most important.

Some how, after the exam, when i am to get my papers and marks back, i am now having a bad feeling. i dont know why, but i am confident, because i studies. I am having mixed feelings. Not a good sign.

Anyway, here's a bonus.

i must say, he has very very very good foot work, specially the back flip. i dont think Malaysian skaters can reach this standard in years to come.

Michael Passfield.

Of Stomachs And Intestines

2009-10-20T17:14:00.002+13:00

I promised myself that I would not blog for the next few weeks due to my exams, which i have been really serious and disciplined studying, and,

i broke the promise. ==

Oh, I think i have got diarrhoea.... stupid pork.

Imagine that.

Diarrhoe + Menstrual = hell.

ohh... back to studying .

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yo dude, i stayed up till 4am in the morning studying k.

retarded

2009-10-17T23:16:00.002+13:00

okay this is not a post. but a bonus.

guess who did this??

skillful whistling according to restaurant city's tune???

guesses??? winner gets rm5.

MUST LISTEN TO THE WHOLE VIDEO.

omg.... i cant stop laughing now. camon guesses!

Every one can betray, but not you.

2009-10-17T04:50:00.003+13:00

right, i shall start off my post, pitting around the bush (isnt that what i always do when i post posts?).

Before I get my head onto other things, I should probably do a quick update.

Noticed that I have been neglecting my blog for quite a while, and the reason behind it, is,

PURE LAZINESS.

Besides, exams are just five days away, I have started to panic, which means that my head and brain is telling me to study, yet I dont know why am here blogging.

I didn't go to school, because I was lazy, and I woke up late anyway, 6.45, went to the mum's room and asked her if I could skip school, and amazingly, she said yes. Thought about it, knew you'd be waiting as usual, and would start to panic why arent I there, i decided to sms B. Efficiently, the message got to you. So, no worries :D

wow, your M likes moi?? how come?? you HAVE to tell me the whole story. what cake?and the EXACT conversation, (you know I always ask for that)

Is it because you suddenly change your attitude to not become so much of a hot head?? and I had do you some good, that made your M saw some values in you?? I dont know. Or is it cause, she is planning to 'eat' me?? (i really hope your M wouldn't read this by accident, OR BY PURPOSE.)

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gahh, exams exams exams...

ohhh!! I kind of picked up my third piece for violin exam. I am quite proud of myself i must say, that's cause, am able to master the 8th position on the violin, within 2 WEEKS! The piece is PRESENTABLE, thank goodness, and according to G, i can get a Merit now, but thats not what I want.

I want, A DISTINCTION.

so off me goes, practices like mad. And it pays off.

On a non relevant note, I noticed that I like to procrastinate in everything I do, especially when it comes to exam, I would simply find ANY excuse, to NOT STUDY.

yeah. you guessed it, the role of the mum (minister of home affairs), comes in.

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will be back next next week, when the exams are over, so do not expect any posts from me starting tomorrow, till the end of exam. And mind you, after exams, there are still so many other things to put my attention to, SERIOUS business i mean...

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bonus.

once again, JOE HISASHI, my all time favourite music man.

off i go.

Tiramisu time. :)

stars are twinklie,

you are a sweetie.

dont you miss me?

yes, like a sissy.

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flower Vase.

2009-10-14T04:57:00.001+13:00

hmmh.. scroll to the bottom of the page, added a new gadget.

baby baby.

2009-10-10T18:55:00.005+13:00

so, went to visit aunt K, since she just gave birth, to a beautiful baby boy. :)

i dont know how to look at babies, but i can say that this baby here is handsome!

dont you think so too???

according to the mum, which i CONSIDER as pro at looking babies, since she is a mother of two, she concludes that from the nose to the bottom of his face, looks like uncle WL, and the eyes looks similarly alike aunt K's...

also, grand auntie, also adds that at a glance of the cute lil adorable face, he looks like one of our uncles,

uncle PIN..

i think so too!

world cafe

2009-10-08T23:09:00.002+13:00

Have been wanting to update the blog for a long time, but just could not find the will to do it, as much as studying.

So, was looking through the phone for pictures and vids, and found a few, that are cute, that i decided to share.

Also, while i have been on facebook, i got so addicted to the game, 'Cafe World.' It is similar to Restaurant City, but it has better features. Yes, you can say that my restaurant city is going to be stagnant soon.

pictures!

the choir reward, since MAC, for the best 'persatuan'.

i am proud to be a choir maniac!

Went to the pet shop near MING TIEN, and found this cutest thing!

i dont know what's it called, but it certainly got my attention!

don't you agree that its cute???

a jack russel, looks so cunningly smart..:P i would like to have one.

and, a very very very extremely loveable, god couple.

look at them, so cosy and comfortable around each other.

ah hah, this lil girl, is K.

photogenic, yes? :)

Also, been caught up with violin, and exam would be here in a another month and a lil bit more, and i have not finished my third song. gotta buck up!! which means, get ma' ass off the MAC.

kill me.

not to mention school exams == 'die lah nie...dah lah nak nyawa-nyawa ikan, nak jadi nyawa nyawa semut pula! ' ahh... brain juice.

so, my third song would be, 'Tea for Two", i could not get EVERYTHING right, so, i had to resort, to listen to other's playing, and follow up.

behold, the great teacher,

G!!!!

so, you see, it looks simple, and sounds good, that's cause G,delivered it properly...pro ma.

but for me, it's a lil more towards hell, but who cares, i got to get on with it anyway, try the BEST BEST BEST to get a distinction. *coughschokescoughsfaints*

bite ma ass.

ooooh... its 1.05pm now. got to go nerd, another 9 days before exams, 8 subjects. you do the math.

i hope i have the motivation and determination to study, cause i know, that i am already panicking.

real bad.

LORD, help me.

hip hip hooray.

2009-10-04T01:14:00.002+13:00

the MAC is back on!

apparently, the dad took my forever faithful MAC book, to go to the ipod shop in One utama, to service, as i have mentioned before, my mac, HANGERD, and the screen moves according to my cursor and it is a hundred magnified compared to the original layout size.

when the dad went there, the guy looked at it, while i was at some place else.

the guy said that there was nothing wrong with my MAC, it was in zoom mode.

=.=/

ZOOM MODE. thats it.

i dont know how the heck did i manage to get the MAC into zoom mode, i only know that now its back to normal, and hallelujah.

not to mention that my drive is spoilt == there one that allows us to play cd/dvd in it.dad said that because all the MAC's have region lock systems in the coms and when we insert cd's or dvd's that are pirated more than 5 times, it locks us out, FOREVER...

means SELF DESTROY la.. to say the least. == silly program.

mmhm... time for dinner.

ciao.

religion is knowledge.

2009-09-27T20:22:00.001+13:00

was blog hopping, found this on R's blog, i like the video too, so wanna share here too.

Nothing beats a shower?

2009-09-21T04:22:00.005+12:00

So, i was singing while i was showering, okay la, i should not have toldmy readers, but still, sometimes, you just cant help it.

and certainly, my shower hose is NOT impressed with me, though it is a very good listener, it stays emotionless,being screwed onto the wall, but by the rush ofwater it gushes out, and i can tell its mood today.

certainly a mood you wanna avoid.

nah.. just kidding... too dramatic, i was just imagining. =)

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on another note,my fingers hurt like crap, thanks to an hour of practicing the violin, though it was not my best, i could feel it, but i do know for a fact that the strings have taken effect on my soft soft finger tips, which skin happen to just grow back after the last tearing skins from my violin practice.

and the uncomfortable feeling of hands starts again. back to square one.

so the other day,mother and father were complaining about my construct of sentences in my blog, saying that it was utterly disgusting, and it should be improved.The phrasing, and grammar was a total mess, and my ,.?!'' were a mess, not to mention capital letters.

so, i have decided, since this is a blog, and i have allowed the public to read my blog, i shall be more presentable in my writing from now on. =) (mum, aint you going to be pleased when you see this)

like what mother said:

'you can still express the things you are trying to explain without using broken english, but with more of a refined phrase, and it makes more comfortable to the eyes and easily processed by the brain.'

very wise of you mummy. =)

so, off you go readers, do to do you thang, and look out on my future updates, hopefully, with my very much improved phrasing and grammar.

off to chat with you.

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this is the last time. i dont want to put you through this shiat.

Free money.

2009-09-21T01:01:00.001+12:00

from daddy. =D